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The reason is because I’m SAD the blunt truth is the recent passing of my friend It has sparked f the loss of so many young souls in the last few years. KIWI if I could say goodnight boy I love you I would’ve done anything to stay up with you the night before surgery and the tsunami what happened? Why? you were 18. Thats just not fair. I wish I could’ve told you there was an earthquake I wish none of this had ever happened. I really miss you and love you Kiwi. I think about you all the time. I think about the fact I didn’t contact you back after the last words you wrote to me. ‘Goodnight girl’ those words will ring in my head forever you were a beautiful person with the right intentions. I will get that headspin proper the way you always wanted and I will see you in my dreams. I listen to your music all the time on my mp3 and need you like you needed me. You won the battle I am so proud of you. Where are you?
Goodnight boy,
see you soon I promise xxxoooxxx
I have a specialist doctor who is suppose to be managing my pain. He said I can’t use pain killers for it anymore because I’m too young and they wont work. So he called the authorities in Canberra to stop my meds. But over the last six months the pain was not as bad with the pain killers. Now he’s taken me off them and said he didn’t. Which is a straight out lie. He said the Lyrica Im taking will rebuild nerve fibers but there is no documentation of this. My partner was with me and said “so It rebuilds the fibers?” Dr ****** said “yes”… Yet another Lie.
My local doctors told me I have been let down by the system. I think Im being let down by my pain doctor. I’m thinking of making a complaint but I feel bad because Its a public hospital run by tax payers money. The hospital doesn’t deserve a bad rep only that doctor. Next time I see him I will be telling him I’m making a complaint. See how it goes hey.
Peace,
NW
What a dream a life that doesn’t need medication. Well it’s a pity mine does but the doctor at the hospital has carelessly cut me off from my medication. I do not know how I will cope. I’m barely coping with it. I feel like giving that doctor some nerve damage. See if he goes asking for medication and help only to be rejected. It’s not a good feeling to know theres no help(or maybe i ment hope) for a young person with trigeminal neuralgia. I have to live. I have too many mates and family to kill myself. If only just to satisfy they’re need to have me in they’re lives. Does this make sense? yeah I know all this should be on my other site. It’s just this ones a bit more anon. Thanks for dropping by for a read. I don’t intend for this blog to make people feel happy or sad but just to hear me out. But please don’t just take away the sad pieces. I have happy times too. Just not a lot lately.
Peace,
LD
