Last night I had a handful of benzos too put me to sleep but I’m awake already and it’s 6am.  I have been having auditory hallucinations lots lately, Its scary, unpredictable and makes me want to carry out orders I don’t want to do. They hospital didn’t seem to think it was a problem. They were so very wrong.

I have no idea what im gonna do today. I guess I’ll just stay out of trouble.